stressfull day...

i'm stress..tomorrow will be having the japanese paper and the next day will be the linguistic paper...huhuhu i have to study a lot...i hope my mark will be ok.....huhuhu......i hope my result will be better than last semester...i hope i'll be fine...let it gone and be forgotten....

poor me!!

erm..yesterday was the first day of the exam..alhamdullillah i could manage my time to study and probably did good for the paper...i hope this semester Allah will give HIS bless for me to go through all the sadness that i faced before...insyallah with both my parents doa and everybody who is around me, my life will be more meaningful..

i feel so sad....

i wanna go home....i feel like to cry a lot a lot and aaaa lotttttttt....huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuuhuhuhu

today....

well today is 21st march 2008...what so interesting about today...today is the 5th day i'm fasting for this week...why should i so excited about it?..erm well i feel fresh...i feel light...i fell great...heheh...

this morning i had computer class which i was quite blurr about the topic...why should i be blurred? because it was so hard for me to understand what was miss wong talked about!! hehe i guessed marione also play her role to be blurred but pretend it not...hehe

next, i had microteaching class..feel sorry to i-shu coz she seemed did a lot of mistake...but well done i-shu..your effort was able to catch mr rahim eyes....not forgotten, jaja...she looked confident in front of the class..hehe mr rahim just notice that you are good in that heels..

so i guess enough for now...will write soon...daaaaa

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TESL nite 08

well...everything was done..1st march was the night...a night to remember..especially me..i was working so hard for the tesl nite...alhamdulillah it was success and everybody seemed satisfied..

i hope i could organize other function which would fulfill everybody satisfaction...but it is not easy to satisfy everybody....i pray to Allah that everything i'll do in my life..will be bless by HIM...i just afraid to face the future..i'm not a good person in the past...but i do hope i'll become better in future....

something....

today is friday, 22nd of february...yesterday, was the day that myself turn to 26 years and 2 month old..hehe..how's life does looks like?? well everythings fine and run smoothly...now i feel like i'm enjoying myself being alone..really?? well, ya, true...

i had a difficult linguistic test yesterday..but no body i could share with..and just keep it for myself...

my friend, fatihah needed me to accompany her to airport to buy ticket to go back to KL to settle her wedding things...after that she asked me to buy a magazine called pengantin...o how good to be someone that going to marry...marry only once in a lifetime...and i started to realized how did someone feel about it..forget all the sadness things and forget all the people that in the past...and started the new life with someone who is the best in his or her heart.....hmm that's the feeling....

sad, happy, and everything for me..i just keep it for my self..now really learn to be alone...my future is all in my hand but only Allah knows

bilalah nak kurus...harap2 Allah berkati usaha saya untuk kurus...ameen..

swimming....

Maybe swimming could help me to reduce some weights...maybe yes and maybe not..huhuu...yesterday emon, yana and i went to jusco to make some survey on swimming suit price..unfortunately, i am too big for those offered sizes..how taugh life is being a big frame girl like me...then i started to loose some courage to have the swimming class..huhuhu..why should i put myself into the emotional part...well i don't know..the level of losing confident about myself always starts with the physical apperance..i always think that i'm big..and everybody is looking at me because of my size...i always feel like i'm nonetheless similar to walking icebox...
huhuuhuhu...now size does matter..
talking base on my experience...

new semester....

hello...well today is 7th of January...still in mood of the beginning of the semester..erm looks like there a lot of things going to happen this semester....like previous semester i was busy handling the sponsorship task for SUKAM, but this semester would be quite different...well, i am the project manager for TESL NITE' 08...

for the past 2 weeks, erm is it two weeks, no, actually a month ago..i was thinking about how to manage everybody and how to manage the tesl nite things..but today, i was bumped into a big problem...my colleague seemed not very satisfy with the way i'm handling thing..am i too soft or still not very sure about what am i doing...well it just a matter that i always feel that i should be blame on everythings...i know how to handle it but when someone interfere and keep on judging my works and not really assure with all my decision, it makes me think twice or more than that, and i started to feel that i should be blame on everythings and my mistakes...huhuhu...whatever it is i have to face it and thankful i have this blog..i could express everythings that i feel....

i hope i'll success in managing everybody and satisfy everybody hearts...i hope all my friends will help me in completing all the task...i hope my tesl nite will be a nite to be remebered by everybody who attend it...insyallah...i hope Allah will answer all my prayer...ameen...